Saturday, December 27, 2014

Change


 
While walking along a familiar country path this morning, I encountered a young man on an ATV who was using the same path. I thought about him riding that same path frequently and wondered why he didn’t change routes or find a new path. This brought me to asking myself the same question. Was I stuck on the familiar safe route? Did I need a new path? Was the path I was on working for me to make me happy, to give me connection to others and nourishment for my spirit? I would have to say there were many things offered on the path I am on in life but some things are missing and my New Year’s resolution is to fill those needs in. But as an “over -50 woman”, I have discovered that drastic change is too jolting to the body and the psyche though it may sometimes be forced upon us as in natural disasters, accidents, relationship break-ups etc. Of all the events I have experienced in my life those that came suddenly were the hardest to bear and took the longest to recover from. So my thought is to proceed slowly and meticulously with a plan in mind towards the change I want. And my greatest resource will be my desire for greater well-being and my consciousness that I know myself very well. Desire as an emotion has energy (perhaps even mass) and can fan the flames of my change. So I’m glad I encountered the ATV rider on the path we were both using and I’m glad to light a fire under my newly stated desire for change and I think I won’t even wait till January 1st, 2015. I’ll start planning and designing and desiring right now!
Happy New Year!
 
Happy New Year!