I’ve been watching my beautiful old Springer Spaniel “Porter”
recently and am sorry to say and even think that he may pass on sometime soon. Sometimes
he sits on the floor in the living room (although he is allowed on the couch)
and he looks lost like he is a thousand miles away. When I call to him, he
doesn’t hear me. When we go for walks I have to keep him close because his
eyesight has deteriorated and he can only see about 50 feet ahead of him. He’s
always so happy to run up and “find” me close by again.
So I am preparing for the best outcome… that he will pass over to Source energy- to the place he came from, where he was created in absolute perfection to be the unique and amazing dog he is. To let him go will require all the generosity I can gather together on that one day and for all succeeding days when I will absolutely miss his physical presence. The way he looks at me when I ask him a question like we’re both on the same page. The little tuft of brown fur on the top of his head that has never stayed down. The way he barks me awake in the morning because he has things to do and places to go. The way he balls up into a cluster of fur with his feet in the air on my bed and sleeps so peacefully while I reach over and kiss him softly on the nose. I hope I will be gracious and allow him to pass in peace and understanding as all Spirits pass. I know his energy on the other side will make that place brighter and happier just as his Soul energy on this side has brought countless moments of joy and love to me. In the midst of the loss of my parents, financial challenges, and relationship loss, he has always been there for me. His little teddy- bear face standing like a sentry between me and the world. His amazing energy and enthusiasm has always been a source of inspiration for me for which I can never repay him. When he crosses over,I know he will have all the freedom he needs to run and leap and bound and spread new joy in his new home. I just want to thank him for coming to me, for every day he spent time with me and for his entirely generous Soul.
Margaret Saxon-www.earthwindskye.com
So I am preparing for the best outcome… that he will pass over to Source energy- to the place he came from, where he was created in absolute perfection to be the unique and amazing dog he is. To let him go will require all the generosity I can gather together on that one day and for all succeeding days when I will absolutely miss his physical presence. The way he looks at me when I ask him a question like we’re both on the same page. The little tuft of brown fur on the top of his head that has never stayed down. The way he barks me awake in the morning because he has things to do and places to go. The way he balls up into a cluster of fur with his feet in the air on my bed and sleeps so peacefully while I reach over and kiss him softly on the nose. I hope I will be gracious and allow him to pass in peace and understanding as all Spirits pass. I know his energy on the other side will make that place brighter and happier just as his Soul energy on this side has brought countless moments of joy and love to me. In the midst of the loss of my parents, financial challenges, and relationship loss, he has always been there for me. His little teddy- bear face standing like a sentry between me and the world. His amazing energy and enthusiasm has always been a source of inspiration for me for which I can never repay him. When he crosses over,I know he will have all the freedom he needs to run and leap and bound and spread new joy in his new home. I just want to thank him for coming to me, for every day he spent time with me and for his entirely generous Soul.
Margaret Saxon-www.earthwindskye.com
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